so...apparently people still use this thing. it's been a while, but what can i say? facebook has taken over my life.

exciting things goin on in my life:

- my bff, sarah kristilla harnagel, is comin over to good old springfield, MO on march 11-19!

- all of my friends seem to be hookin up with good guys...which in itself is exciting, but also poses hope for my future! (i don't know how, but i'm trying to be optimistic)

- i am being inducted into alpha chi tonight

- we are making write place tees (yah, you wish you were cool like us school nerds!)

- my bro started his volleyball season this week!!!

- i get to play v-ball tmr night!

well...that's all i got for now, but stay tuned, if anyone even pays attention to xanga anymore. sorry i've been distant. we'll see if i stick around.

Currently Listening Here I Am To Worship see related

yep...it's gonna be one of those posts. the kind no one else cares about except you because you just feel the need to express your feelings, and no one really knows what you're talking about. these past few days have been the most confusing days i've encountered in a long time. i love how some people just make everything feel alright simply because of their existence in your life. i have reached a fork in the road, and i fell as if i am blind-folded and uncertain of my bearings. i am facing this decision head-on but do not feel equipt to do so. well...that's when i know God is my refuge and strength. He's my reason for existence. i am so comforted in knowing He doesn't find things out when i do. that's just one of His everlasting promises, to guide me forward when i am unsure.

so, Lord i pray: guide me and lead me in your never-ending love. restore my joy, and give me Your tender-loving care. mold me and stretch me during this time. i do not want to sit idly by at the point of an incredible opportunity for growth. i love You, and i so desperately need you at this time in my life. please show me Your ways, and continue to remind me through others that Your love superceedes that of anyone else's.